Truly A Sad Moment

With a heavy heart and lots of tears, Club Exotico is closing its doors with hopes of returning sometime in the future. Ronin and nene were owners of it which they became two of the greatest friends that a gal could ever ask for in this crazy virtual world. I discovered Club Exotico through a deejay that I enjoyed listening to whenever I got the chance. I started going there in early June 2011 and last nite of February 1, 2012 it was announced in a staff meeting that the club would be closing due to real life needing to come first which is totally understandable. I am not going to write a long drawn out post about it because I am truly deeply saddened to hear the club I loved so much fading away into a thick fog. How do you say goodbye to a club that has touched your soul so immensely? Well you really can't but rather you try to breathe deeply, shed the tears of loss, then try to find a way to live without that huge part of your life for almost 2 years. I feared this time coming for a couple of months now and kept saying to myself that it would never happen but alas it did. I only got to see Ronin, nene, and the rest of the friends I made there when we had club events but now that it is closing I feel like those dearest friendships with fade like the club will be in like a week. I'm not a club goer which is pretty self evident to anyone who knows me well. However, I would always go to Club Exotico and I felt so special being a hostess & promoter there that I never have nor never will feel again at any other club. I only went back into working at a club for the love of Ronin and nene because I wanted to help make it a success with large crowds like I remembered it. My heart just aches with sadness and emptiness at the closing of the club. A day I thought only happened in my nitemares but unfortunately came true. Now like my other nitemares recently, I fear they will one by one all come true. Honestly, I don't know how I am going to keep coming onto Second Life without crying at the loss of a place I kept so close to my heart. The memories will live forever and I hoping that the friends I made there will make time to hang out with me and talk to me without the club being around. It is the people that I am going to miss beyond the club closing sadness. Without them in my life then there is nothing but emptiness in my soul.